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  GEORGIA CLARK

  This edition published in 2011

  First published in 2008

  Copyright © Text, Georgia Clark 2008

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  For Alecia, Danielle, Peter and Sarah

  Contents

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  Mia’s Best Mix-tape Ever

  1

  Soundtrack: ‘Diss’, Catcall

  Mood: Moody

  Life never starts when you think it will. When I turned fifteen, I figured I’d be tossed the keys to the city, make out with a hottie, and have a modest parade thrown in my honour. But all that happened was that I got out of doing the washing up.

  My dad’s life didn’t really start until about six years ago when he painted this huge, ridiculously ugly portrait of yours truly, won a big international art prize, stopped being Dad and started being ‘world-renowned artist Sal Mannix’, and suddenly became the person to say you met at parties.

  The day we moved to Sydney was supposed to be the start of the new Mia Mannix –confident, charming, taller. But so far, it sucked.

  Gaolbreak from my one-trick-pony town buried deep in the Snowy Mountains had finally begun pre-dawn. Clutching a thermos of hot tea, Dad and I drove silently up the main drag, cloaked in darkness –a movie set for the most boring film I’d never have to sit through again. Years of whingeing will pay off –don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.

  As the sun started to colour the landscape, anticipation clenched my belly like a slinky. Sin-city, here I come! There was only one thing missing: Cherry.

  Fast-forward a few hours and the heat hit me like a prize-fighter when I scrambled out of the car at the truckstop Dad had decided on for lunch. Soggy chips and a salad sandwich that’d had its glory days, a revival, published a tell-all autobiography and still refused to die.

  As I picked disinterestedly at it in our corner booth, I noticed Dad’s lips were moving. Shrugging, I gestured to my headphones.

  He leaned over and hit pause on my iPod. ‘Perhaps we could have lunch without the racket, pet.’

  ‘But this is my ‘Lunch at a Truckstop’ playlist. If I don’t get through it now, it’ll throw my whole afternoon schedule off.’ I tossed him a sugar-sweet smile.

  He eyed me, squeezing tomato sauce over his smelly sausage roll. ‘Speaking of schedules . . .’

  ‘Ooh, that’s an exciting way to start a sentence . . .’

  ‘I trust you’re aware Silver Street High is going to be much more demanding than you’re used to. You’re won’t have as much time for making playlists and reading ENM.’

  I cocked an eyebrow at him. ‘It’s NME, Mr Dark Ages.’

  He cleared his throat. ‘How much did you get for Cherry?’

  A pang hit me as I flashed on the ecstatic farm dude taking my baby from me. We’d been apart one week now, and it was hurting like a country and western megamix.

  ‘Seven hundred and fifty dollars.’

  He looked surprised. ‘But it was second-hand.’

  ‘She’s a vintage Fender Stratocaster, Dad!’ I exclaimed. ‘That’s a really good guitar!’

  ‘Well, you’ll need that money for art supplies, pet. They can really add up.’ He took my hand. ‘You won’t regret this honey. I think you’ll find the way art speaks to the soul a welcome change from all that yelling.’

  My smile was paper-thin. ‘Can’t wait.’

  It was late afternoon by the time we rolled into the driveway of our new postal: 15 Somerset Drive. An over-lipsticked real estate agent waved us in, gawking at me as I stumbled, stuffed with Snickers and legs aching, from the car.

  ‘You must be Mia! I recognise you from your Dad’s painting!’

  She was one of those unflappable ‘professional mum’ types that advertisers use to sell chicken sauces and sunscreen. I’m vego, and burn faster than you can say ‘melanoma’.

  She flourished the house keys like a lucky door prize. ‘Let me show you around!’

  Ocean views a-go-go, and everything’s made of grey glass and sparkling. Our pad was cookie-cutter new, empty (duh Mia) and soulless. Dad and I trailed the agent as she rabbited on about breezy, sun-drenched interiors and African quartzite floors.

  ‘We are all so excited to welcome a great artist to the neighbourhood,’ the agent enthused as we entered the stainless steel kitchen. The shiny surfaces reflected the three of us like funny mirrors at the circus. ‘A real honour. It’s strange though . . .’ she paused to consider Dad with sharp thoughtfulness, ‘you don’t look famous, do you?’

  I snorted laughter. Dad’s a dead ringer for an unassuming high school cleaner. At his last exhibition opening, a misinformed floor manager had him inspecting broken piping for ten minutes. My outburst was enough to make me the focus of her award-winning conversation skills.

  ‘So, Mia. You must be so excited about starting at Silver Street tomorrow. Such a good school. Have you thought about what sort of extracurricular activities you’ll be involved with?’

  ‘Do you mean, like . . . homework?’

  She laughed, exposing teeth the colour of liquid paper. ‘I mean the Musical Society, Chess Club, Student Council, Social Committee . . .’

  ‘Social Committee?’ I shook my head, bewildered. ‘I’m not joining a stupid Social Committee.’

  Professional Mum stared at me with knives in her eyes, her voice dropping to a hoarse scary-serious whisper. ‘The Social Committee is the backbone of the school. Without it, we’d have nothing.’ She grabbed my shoulders, eyes boring into me freakily. ‘Nothing!’

  The sound of a car approaching cut short the moment of total weirdness, catapulting Professional Mum back into character. ‘That’ll be the previous owners, the Ermans. Their daughter is a dance major at Silver Street! Come say hi!’

  ‘Actually it’s Cannon, not Erman. I’m not keeping my husband’s name,’ corrected the woman who shook Dad’s hand. Make-up covered eyes with dark circles, and I recognised her from TV: a newsreader, I think. She looked me up and down carefully. I knew what she was thinking:

  That girl from the painting is significantly uglier in real life.

  Everyone started signing official-looking forms as cicadas filled up th
e flat silence with their shrill salute to the oppressive heat. Sweat ran down my temples and I felt lightheaded, sick. Social Committees? New friends? I had been so focussed on getting out of the Snowy that I hadn’t really processed the fact that I was about to start at a strange school as a short, friendless nobody. The prospect felt like having to step onstage halfway through a musical you know nothing about and try to keep up.

  I wanted to retreat to a bedroom I no longer had and mess round with a guitar I no longer owned. I wanted to be anywhere but here. And then, from the corner of my eye, movement. A flash of blonde hair followed by a pair of long legs emerging from the car’s passenger side. The scratch of a match cued the poison smell of cig smoke.

  While the rest of us had instinctively moved into the shade, the blonde slouched against the front of the house in the painfully blazing sun, letting it beat down, and burn –bring it on. Clad in a ripped denim mini and stained red heels, she kicked a stray stone. Mrs Cannon’s dark circles had just gotten darker.

  ‘If you want your allowance cut again this week, Lexie . . .’ Mrs Cannon warned.

  The girl sucked back insolently, and I realised I was staring. I looked quickly to the ocean –flat, distant, endless.

  ‘This is Mia Mannix,’ she continued, as if nothing was wrong. ‘She’ll be in your grade at school. Why don’t you come say hello?’ It was a request shot through with a plea.

  Sighing slowly, the blonde click-clacked over, pushing sunglasses back to reveal messily mascaraed blue eyes flashing with a thousand secrets. I tried not to look scared. A smile flickered across lips smeared with blood-red gloss. When she spoke, her voice crunched sexy like the grey gravel underfoot.

  ‘Just so you know –girl to girl –the black hole of sexual inexperience look isn’t working for you.’

  I blinked, confused.

  Dad said, ‘Oh.’

  ‘Car. Now.’ Mrs Cannon went red and fumbly. ‘Mia, I’m so sorry, it’s been a difficult move . . .’

  Hasty awkward apologies continued as I shrugged off Dad’s attempt at a protective arm, my throat constricting. In the car the blonde sat low and stared straight ahead, arms crossed, the sunglasses mask revealing nothing. Well, at least I wasn’t just Sal Mannix’s daughter here. I was a black hole of sexual inexperience.

  The great thing about being publicly humiliated is that people let you do whatever you like for the rest of the day, so I skulked downtown in search of a large, blunt weapon that’d fit in my school satchel. My list of things that Seemed Like A Good Idea At The Time (piercing my ears with a safety pin, practising making out with a pillow without locking my bedroom door et cetera) had a new top entry: moving to Sydney.

  Catching a glimpse of myself in a shopfront window, I pulled a face at what made Lexie’s lips curl. The girls here were tall, tan and stacked. I am short, slim and skim-milk pale: a vampire girl in Cons. Jet-black hair, which refuses to colour or curl, hanging in green eyes –not emerald, but not olive either. I always secretly fancied that Winona Ryder would play me in a movie, until my bratsville cousin told me it’d more likely be one of those hairless cats in a witch’s wig. I told him he was adopted.

  Rows of leafy outdoor cafes spilt over with botoxed ladies killing time before important fake-tan appointments. A lightly sweating couple in matching gym-wear jogged by, almost bowling me over without so much as a backward glance. A chihuahua gave me a death stare.

  Maybe I really was made for tiny cold towns draped in fog and the smell of home-cooked food. Sydney was intense and intimidating, like a beauty queen on a bender. I was just about to jump ship when I stumbled across a life raft: Shaky’s.

  Soundtrack: ‘Seek Me’, The Grates

  Mood: Cautiously optimistic

  ‘Band names these days are all about death and dying,’ I’m saying, pacing the length of the poster-covered counter. ‘The Kills, Death from Above 1979, The Fiery Furnaces . . .’

  ‘The Killers, Death Cab for Cutie.’ Mick, the wizened ex-rocker type who ran the place, poured me another black coffee.

  ‘Die! Die! Die!’ I grinned.

  ‘Dead Disco, Dead Dead Girls . . .’

  ‘You certainly seem to have all the answers, Mr Bond,’ I drawled, tossing a stray stress ball in the air and catching it.

  ‘I certainly do, Miss Moneypenny.’ Upstairs an old phone started bleating. ‘Watch the counter, kid. I gotta answer that’.

  I tossed him the ball.

  Record stores are to music junkies what all-you-can-eat buffets are to sumo wrestlers: a spiritual home. A hand-painted sign in dribbly red paint named this one Shaky’s. And it was a good’un. Cardboard boxes of records rubbed shoulders with crates of CDs in the dingy clutter. On the shelves, Mick’s favourite albums boasted lovingly written accolades slapped on their covers in a fine spidery print: Delicate acoustic whimsy designed to break your heart in two and mend it by morning, or More dangerous than a hot-blooded cowboy finding his best friend’s boxers under his tequila-soaked bed.

  Posters advertising upcoming gigs covered every bit of available wall space, while the front counter groaned under stacks of free street press and flyers.

  In one corner, an open door revealed exciting things like mic stands and pools of cable: supplies for the rehearsal space upstairs.

  Glancing at the rehearsal roster above the ancient cash register, I traced my finger down to the band in next: The Alaska Family. ‘So, The Alaska Family, huh?’ I called after Mick. ‘Cute if slightly vacant 18-year-old trust-fund babies who mistook the invention of MySpace as an invitation to deliver their clichéd message of waa-waa teen angst?’

  ‘You’ve heard of us.’

  I spun around and gasped. Rock-and-roll perfection was right behind me. Everything about him –hair, clothes, body –was tousled, dark and loose. But it wasn’t the guitar case and lead singer trappings that made hot hot heat rush up through my body. It was the gaze that met mine confidently –and didn’t look away.

  I stared back. Boys in the Snowy had buck teeth and farming aspirations. I had never seen someone so good-looking in real life. I half expected him to bust out a slogan for aftershave.

  Instead, he smiled slowly, and reached out towards me. For a second I lost all logic and thought he was gonna pull me in for a pash . . . but instead his hand brushed the button badges on my dress that declared my devotion to The Shins and the Yeah Yeah Yeahs. I didn’t know what to do, so I just raised my eyebrows.

  ‘Nice badges. Haven’t seen you in here before.’

  ‘I just moved. Fifteen Somerset Drive.’ Could he tell my knees were shaking?

  ‘Lexie’s old place? You’re the artist’s daughter?’

  For once, the art freak-show thing didn’t annoy me. Not when you can impress a crazily cute guy in under five minutes.

  ‘I’m Mia.’

  ‘Mia. Good to know there’s fresh blood in town.’ He shook my hand. His fingers were so warm and strong, I almost forgot to let go. ‘I’m Justin. What school you at?’

  ‘Silver Street High. Year Eleven.’

  ‘I’m at Prince’s College, Year Twelve, but my little sisters are in your year at Silver Street. Stacey and Sissy,’ he grinned. ‘They’re officially pains in the ass as siblings, but they seem to party a lot.’

  ‘Sure,’ I said coolly, as if ‘partying’ was something I’d ordinarily be doing right now.

  ‘Mr Jackson! Heads up.’ Mick tossed a key over the counter. ‘Thanks, Mick.’ Justin winked at me and tapped his case. ‘Someone told me it’s, like, a long way to the top, so I’d better start climbing. See you round.’

  ‘Sure,’ I nodded, smiled, and then weirdly nodded again, watching Justin disappear up the stairs at the back of the shop. When I turned back to Mick he was looking at me with that painful ‘knowing look’ people use when they really don’t know anything at all.

  2

  ‘Dad! Dad!’

  His voice drifted up to my room, ‘Downstairs, pet.’ Then, as a wondered afterthought, ‘We
have a downstairs now . . .’

  I leapt down the cream carpet stairs two at a time, bed-hair pulling off a just-electrocuted look nicely as I barrelled into the sun-drenched kitchen with the African quartzite floors.

  ‘Where are my clothes?’ Me, breathless.

  ‘What, honey?’ Him, clueless, elbow-deep in packing paper.

  ‘Clothes, noun, plural: garments that cover the body.’

  ‘Aren’t they in your room in the box marked clothes?’

  ‘That’s winter stuff. Unless you want me to start at a new school this morning looking like I’m disguising a hideous skin disease . . . I need the box marked Summer.’

  A connection sparked in Dad’s eyes like a firework. ‘Oh. Ooohh.’ Then for good measure, ‘Oh dear.’

  ‘Noooo,’ I breathed in an agonised whisper.

  ‘Those boxes are still . . .’

  ‘Nooo . . .

  ’ ‘. . . in transit.’ He waved a finger at me warningly. ‘Now, don’t overreact Mia.’

  ‘Overreact?’ I backed against the glass doors: a bunny in headlights. ‘Overreact!’

  ‘They’ll be here tomorrow . . .’

  ‘This is the worst possible thing that could happen to me!’ My voice rose in sheer panic. ‘What am I going to do?’

  ‘Wear what you wore yesterday.’

  I slumped down, head in hands. ‘It’s all in the wash.’

  ‘You can wear my clothes.’

  I looked up slowly and stared at him with dead eyes. ‘Kill me now, Dad. Just kill me now.’

  Soundtrack: ‘It Ain’t Funny How We Don’t

  Talk Anymore’, You Am I

  Mood: Montage

  In the brochures that arrived one foggy day last September (along with the acceptance letter Dad actually framed –gag), the school looked sunny, modern and full of an eclectic mix of dedicated over-achievers.

  As I tried not to get in the way of boys on skateboards, and girls trying to catch the eyes of boys on skateboards, the school looked sunny, modern and full of an eclectic mix of dedicated over-achievers. I guess honesty is the best policy.

  According to said brochures, Silver Street High was established to offer ‘a university preparatory education to students planning for, or already pursuing, careers in performing arts or entertainment’. The ‘already pursuing’ part meant I recognised the girl whose locker was next to mine as Charlie Whitfield –a hot new actress who starred in a TV drama called Cyber Rats, where a motley crew of underground computer hackers fight evil in a dystopian cyberpunk future. Charlie’s face pouted from the covers of countless chick magazines and I didn’t even know which ones were cool.